wine and weed

The last time I saw these waters 

I wanted to die.

Now I look at the waves

I hear their cry

I ressonate

Yet I hope 

To live one more day

And another

And another

More.

The universe plays a long game 

I don't understand.

Yet I hope 

To fulfill it's wishes

And that its wishes are

What i crave.

The music flows through me

I see her

And she

Yet I hope

I will stop wanting 

All who don't want

Me.